hmmm? why must we be so sick

So i am tired of us being sick. its like me and the kids and whole family cant stop being sick and it sucks i mean i don't mind if i am sick. but i hate when the whole family is.. It just brings me down and I get backed up on things that need to be done.

So lots have been going on since i last wrote other then me being sick. My grandmother died. that was tough. i went to Cali to see everyone and the funeral and it was a great time glad i went and everyone got to meet my family. i was scared but its over. my dad is doing okay.

My mom's health is going down hill. she might have cancer and if she does that will be hard to deal with.. even tho i know i get mad at her. and frustrated. she is still my mom.. so i have been dealing with that.....

umm... nothing other then that.. friends.. well lets say i don't have any anymore. i am tired of being friends when people want me to be. everyone seems to be "to busy" is what everyone tells me but i know thats shit cuz they hang out with others but its okay i dont care really... anyways gonna go...
ill write later...

Jessica

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been busy

Well i seem to be getting busier and busier. First off we has our vacation which turned into a epic failure that we ended up coming home early which really sucked. The convention wasn't the best this year. and then the guys we were with were crying like little babies that ruined the whole trip for me.. but little man dressed up this year and that was awesome he looked so cute and his moment of fame he needed it cuz Brina is always in the spot light. Then lets see i had my birthday on the 8th. I am 25 now.. joy. lol.... I had a wonder date with jay and I loved it. My mother's day gift is finally coming today. its also part of my birthday present. My 7 piece sectional couch is coming today and i should be getting ready for it instead i am on here LOL...

anyways
gonna go will write later
Jessica

new start

So this week has been stressful. Everything went well with my surgery and i am glad that i no longer have headaches its a nice relief. .... but Monday we are moving and that its stressful but were having people move us so that's is gonna make it easier. I am also excited i got my mothers day gifts which is a 7 piece sectional couch it will be here in 4 weeks so i cant wait. Today i have to go run arr-ens and go shopping get the mail change and what not so that will be fun... but ya... i am back to making tags again and i am loving it :P its great...


well i gotta go

fakeness

I have learned that people change. some for the good some for the worst. i am tired of the people here in Vegas. iam tired of my so called friends. or the people who are dying to be my friends just plain getting on my nerves. i am tired of the smile in you face one minute. you don't exist the next minute,i am tired of the texts here and there and then nothing. or text me bitching how i am not the friend i should be. DAMNIT back off. i am only one person. iam me. i am annoyed. i am angry. i am frankly finding new people to talk to. i am deleting my phone contacts. and friend list and starting over. people here are shit. so you want to treat me like shit ill treat you like shit. let see who will win.

now to thos who i am not angry with. don't take this to heart. don't think i am aiming this at u. if you do then your a fuckin retard. cuz unless i say your name its not about you....... so if i get a text from anyone saying this was about them i am frankly deleting it....

i am really annoyed. hurt. and angry...

not the day..

been a while because i forgot my password.

Hahah well all goes to show you should write everything down. were doing great. things are great. life is stressful. we are in the process of looking for a new car. were also doing somethings with legal matters, about our condo. i am having surgery in april. then were also got to do our cellphones. and then we are also gonna be moving since our lease is almost up and i want a one story house and then next week were going to cali for a few days I am so excited. then i watch my friends daughter a few times a week so i am always busy and gone .... and never ending or stoping but its the part of life LOL... just wish i could sleep in one day lol.

Jessica