the start of 2011

So the start of 2011 has been interesting nothing major really has happen other then my mom having her surgery and then having sum major set back and its been really really stressful for that. Then my son's birthday is in a few weeks so I am planing that. He will be 4 yrs old he's growing up so fast.

Then I have to take them to the doctor for there check ups and I have to get things ready for Brina to start school she will be starting this year and I am really really excited but its a lot of work to get thing ready.

And then, so far me, and the 2 kids have been sick and well thats just stinks....i have cleaned up more throw up and poop in like 2 days its unreal lol......

soooo... now I just need to get my house back in order and that would be great. lets hope it happens. lo

Headache.... I am seeming to

Headache....
I am seeming to have a huge headache today when i dont want to. Its the holiday time but i just feel crappy .. I wish i was happy.

Test *Jessica*

Test
*Jessica*

life is life

So lets see the holidays are a pone us know... we had Thanksgiving. and that was a very good day.. it was good food and i made a home aide cheesecake. and Jay made a really good dinner. and it was awesome. we only had his aunt and cousin over but it was still nice..

then before that i had painted a garage for the first time and that came out really really nice and i am happy i did it for his aunt and was able to help her out.

So Brina lost her first tooth. she lost it a couple of days ago and the tooth fairy came and she was super excited but i am glad she is growing up...

so this year we decided to something different and we decided to get a real Christmas tree then a fake and i have to say it was really nice to see the look on the kids faces to see how happy they were to picked it out and its exciting to have it here in our house but it smells so pine-y but its good......

Brina's birthday is less then 11 days away and i have to start planing that and see what i can do for that. she will be 5 yrs old and my daughter is growing up so fast but is also turning into a diva herself. LOL.... but she gets her little attitude from me ha ha but its all good. :P

anyways... i am just sitting here relaxing the kids are in bed and hubby wont be home for a few hours due to sum training class he had to take so its nice to have me time. i never get to have it but guess what i am kinda bored HA-HA... its so quiet and the tree is so pretty to look at but... I just don't know whats troubling me. why i am feeling down or so blue. i wish i new what was really bugging me but one wont know.. i mean this year is almost over and we have been thru a lot. and i sit and wonder what will next year have in store for us. what will come or be put in our way! you know? is it bad that i sit and wonder that? I also wonder what will happen with relationships new and old and friends i have new and old. and i also just wonder what will happen to my life and Sabrina, and Jase and my parents since right now they going thru sum tough stuff with there health and what not.. but if i sit here stressing about stuff that hasn't happen or will happen i will only give myself Grey hairs and nothing will come of it!


well i think a good book and bath is calling my name... i need it after everything that has been going on with miss diva and my parents until i write again.
Jessica

what a shitty day

So i have learned that people and family can piss me off..... today was suppose to be a great day...but then turn shitty when my kids had there feelings hurt when they didn't get to do what they wanted today....but its okay but I talked to my dad i guess. i got it straighten out but who knows but i am glad I i was able to do things to make them happy today and spend time with them and see there little smiles again, i never new how bad it would hurt my heart to see them sad... I dont like seeing them upset.. then its turns out that jay had... a shitty day.. all together... we all had a crappy day and i hope that every one has a better day and a good night sleep tonight and tomorrow rocks but one will never know....


lets see shall we....


until tomorrow....

Laundry song i love it

this is so funny.

laundry.. and why?

Okay so I wake up this morning and was suppose to go to the library to do story time and well that didn't happen my throat and chest was killing me and the whole potty thing is starting again. maybe i am dying sigh....

then today is laundry day and it seems it will never end its driving me nuts. sigh.. it just keeps going and going... lol but its part of being and mom and i love it...

i just hate doing this crap when i dont feel good at least the kids are sleeping and i can do it in peace and not have them bugging me... lol...

only one weill know if i ever feel better. Sigh.